Thursday, November 01, 2007
an unexpected call. some unexpected piece of news. unexpected emotions. unexpected reaction.
i was always the bad friend. the worst of all. the one who nv bothers to ask someone out. the one who doesn't try to keep a relationship going. essentially.. the friend who isn't there. It is always ez to say that i'm busy, that i have better stuff to do, that i have this and i have that. it is hard being my friend. because i don't work for the relationship.
i regret. but sometimes it's too late for regrets. sometimes it takes something to shake you up and make you realise that you have been wrong all your life. that you have been stupid.
To David-- a great friend and senior who was there for me when i needed him. I regret not being there for you and i regret not keeping in contact. I hope you are in a better place right now. I'll remember you and your kind words. I still have your letters. I will miss you...
Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:28:00 PM