Monday, April 23, 2007

Cheryl has been enjoying life like there are no exams. All she can think of is shopping. and the images of the pairs of shoes she want to get keeps floating in her head instead of all the criminology nonsense she's supposed to know. Other than that, she plays the silly sudoku thingy in hope to win 10 000 bucks.. can u imagine what $10000 can buy? MANY PAIRS OF SHOES!

I need my shopping la! which is why i'm dragging xiaohong out with me tomorrow on a shopping trip. I'm looking forward to that.. but not the 203 paper i have in the morning. How to prepare for newswriting? it's nutness.. i just hope i'll get the NEWSPT and write a good lead or else hedwig will just throw my paper aside after writting a "DULL" across it. ahaha...

some exciting stuff to look forward to..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 3:49:00 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

I'm sick of how things are right now. I'm sick of expectations. I'm sick of trying to be who I'm not. I'm sick of having to be somewhere or for someone when they can't be there for me. I'm sick of being blamed for stuff I didn't do then get blamed for being pissed about being blamed. I'm sick of pretending it's ok when it's not. I'm sick of the love that becomes an obligation that becomes rule whose infraction makes me a deviant from all that normal love other people so label. I'm sick of how my life is turning out the way i do not wish for it to be.

I'm so sick of everything. fuck it

Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:26:00 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

i finally tasted the automony i've lost for so long. it feels gd really. u can be spontaneous. do whatever you want. even the air feels fresher. the sun brighter. and everything is just great. i can start to love this life again.

island cremery was good. gd thing i convinced W to go there instead. such a nice break from mugging and the headache from that incident 2 days ago. felt so alive. it's the ice cream. 2 scoops each and we almost died. plus some nuggets and talking cock.

suddenly caught up with a couple of friends. haha.. amidst the exam prep. long dinner, long walk. long chats about life and how things may be and whatever not- which resulted in me holding my notes and falling asleep on my sofa every few minutes today. this is quite bad.

Ms. CNP finally messaged me on msn after disappearing for like months. hahaa... we are so going to meet up constantly man. and drag our beloved Ms. LEONA HUI (so you know we have been talking about u!) out. U PS US ALL THE TIME!

sth to look forward to. Sis went hk for her hols. and i'm making her come back with KRISPY KREME! she better bring it back for me. 2 dozen of doughnuts.. how's that.. thats provided she does bring it back. gonna be distributing some to my beloved darlings.. if u receive it u know u're loved! haha... if she fails to bring it back.. she's dead anyway. but i'll get J to DHL me some!! he's such a sweetie!

n now.. back to mugging for a bit b4 heading down town to my student's place to collect the notes that i left there yesterday. bah... or maybe i'll get someone to do it instead. :)

Posted by sil3ntrain at 5:09:00 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Do you wanna runaway together
I would say it was your best line... ever
Too bad I fell for it

And I walked alone
Waiting for you to come along
Take my tortured heart by the hand
And write me off

Do you know I cry
Do you know I die
Do you know I cry
And It's not the good kind

Oh you forced me to become strong
When I just craved being weak
And you think you know
And I would like to think so
But do you know that when you go I fall apart

Do you know I cry
Do you know I die
Do you know I cry
And It's not the good kind

No you're not the good kind

I'm tired of hiding
Behind these lying eyes
How I'm tired of this smile
That even I don't recognize

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:53:00 PM

it's supposed to be 203 now.. but hedwig is.. NOT HERE. she's 30minutes late already. how amazing.. she better have class..

major headache. brains bursting from studying.. arhz!!!!!

someone is not around.
"I ain't missing you at all.."

Posted by sil3ntrain at 3:26:00 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

If you're wondering why there haven't been pics of me this whole sem.. the reason is simple. 1. braces make you look ccrappy. 2. bad hair makes it worst. It's to the extent that people don't recognise me anymore--> which can be good or EXTREMELY bad. my dentist said it'll only be off in about 3 mths! arhz.. kill me.. i doubt anyone will wanna hire me this hols cuz they probably think i'm a secondary sch young punk pretending to be an undergraduate. :(((

shawn thinks i shld just do full time tuition. quite a gd idea actually. since i look like one of them now it makes it easier to establish rapport. and i'm probably going to learn how to drive. yah.. yes.. but i still prefer to be driven around. :)

some updates: i've finally given a name to my other hamster. it was called tinklebell for a while but the name din stick. now it's called xiao3 gua1 zai3. i have no idea why. but thats the name.. and she's quite adorable at times. She likes to rest her little head on the side of her little sand bowl. i'll put her pic up someday. cute little nonsense who's damn scared of everything..

it's also exam time soon. so... mugging time..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:21:00 PM