Thursday, November 30, 2006

i am damn shagged. yesterday was really eventful. did lots of stuff. went cycling+jogging at pasir ris park. yes.. i must remind everyone that i'm a rather proficient cyclist now as compared to a few months ago when i couldn't even ride a bike. ran a bit as well. plus swimming and tanning for like 2 hours.. got burned. face was really red. so both of us looked really cute together.

couldn't decide what to do for the rest of the day.. went siglap starbucks to chill. tried reading our books. but it was really boring. and we ended up at vj. haven't been back for so long. feels rather old.. and i finally went up the treehouse! and of cuz.. with coaxing from shawn. cuz the ropes are not taut so it was like rather scary on the way up. sorry.. but i'm rather afraid of heights. i used to be afraid of crossing overhead bridges. don't ask me why. it's a little girl's thing which i still have now..
VJC

me on the swing

us on the treehouse

shawn on the tree in the treehouse

went mambo after that. we look like drunks even before drinking cuz of our tan. quite silly. zouk wasn't that crowded as compared to the last time we went. hanging out with his med friends. talked to yam after a really long time. i think the last time we talked was at leona's place a couple of yrs ago. zhuang, alan n gang were there too. met sheere and gang there as well. stace and becky, dt too.. lots of people and lots more that i have no idea who they are. tiring. i wonder how some people dun get sick of clubbing. had my share of fun last night. now i just want to curl up in my sofa and read my book but i'm seriously too tired to hold anything. so i guess i'll go back to watching my silly shows..

and people.. IKEA AT TAMPINES IS OPEN TODAY!!! :))

Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:51:00 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

oliver thought he found my twin. i din believe him until i saw this

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?statpos=bc&uid=4838763
(the stupid link thingy doesn't work. so just copy and paste)

yes.. i was stunned for a while. she sure does look like me. some connections to some others in cs too. how amazing huh. i take pride that i'm less chubby. and i intend to keep it that way. cheryl is going for her run tmr. and then cycling at night perhaps. all in the name of losing wt.

my mum was buying insurance again and the insurance agent asked for my ht and wt. and she was stunned that i'm like thin (in her opinion).
agent: "she's on the thin side yah?" (is she anorexic or sth..)
mum: (away from the phone: she thinks you're really thin)
me: yeah rite..
mum: yah.. she's on the thinner side.
maybe she thought i'm dying of anorexia and my mum is trying to squeeze some money out of them b4 i die. absolute nonsense..

cheryl is turning mouldy. ask me out ask me out ask me out.. somebody..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:37:00 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

exams are over. it's only been 2 days of slacking. i can't believe it. time seems to pass so slowly. been devouring books after books. got to catch up with some reading. it's wearing me out. shawn introduced me to john grisham. one of which is really tedious to read. alot of detail and blahblah.

i'm so used to my mugging psycho clock. it's making me wake at like 7+ 8+ am. i simply can't go past the 9 am mark. it sucks.. can't go shopping cuz i'm broke too. which means that i need to find NEW tuition kids. anybody? bah.. and i gotta save up for my upcoming trips. yes.. i'm going to bangkok finally. like after the coup scare. then going to taiwan with him and his family.
-great leap forward- i dun think it's going to be easy. maybe i'm thinking too much. maybe it'll be fun. yah.. like we're going sightseeing. sth that we've nv done b4 together. hahaha..

and i finally cleared my table. wiped off the dust and everything. more to do tmr.. like get rid of my sec sch textbooks!! i dunno why the hell do i still have them. things are piling up. it's nice to finally see my table anyway.. i can't wait for monday cuz his exams will be over and i wun be stuck at home so often. n i gotta start reading my script.. sigh

Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:12:00 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

i'm sick of studying. there's nothing much to study. i hope i dun screw up my last 3 papers out of which i only have to seriously study for one and it doesn't really matter if i screw the exams up badly cuz it's only 30%. --> i think i'm just trying to comfort myself.

i can't stand people who are irresponsible, lazy and thinks that everyone should just help them when they ask for it. sorry. but i'm not that kind to spare you that little kindness cuz u don't deserve it. don't expect goodwill to drop from the skies just cuz u ask for it. if u need help, u shld look for it yourself. and u shld have done that ages ago. not leech off people's hardwork just b4 exams start. i believe in working hard for what you want and what you need. and u seriously dun deserve it. shui thinks that this particular someone deserves to fail all his papers. n i absolutely agree. so will everyone else in cs. except some other leeches.

besides. i'm so glad that i su-ed 224 becuz i know our grp proj will probably suck. but the presentation sucked more. seriously unprepared. some people just dun work well in groups. they are not responsible enough. and i got stuck with someone who is like that this time. she is the worst groupmate ever. save ur cynicism for other purposes and not for presentations. ur 'whatever' attitude seriously is not appreciated. i just wish someone will wake her up from her crazy ideas. i'm so being nice right now. if not i'll use meaner words.

i need to run.. and let my pent up frustrations dissipate.

Posted by sil3ntrain at 2:33:00 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

i'm seriously motivationless. so i'm posting old pictures of previous mugging sessions and crazy things i do to make myself busy. Or appear busy.

Mugging in NUS

nice hot steaming horlicks in the medicine library

playful feets under the table

shawn

shawn trying to dig his nose! hahaa..

so trying to take artistic pictures

201 nonsense

the notes i have to read. full of stuff..

trying hard to concentrate

Doing silly stuff

the middle eastern woman

her middle eastern hamster

so cute rite..

ok.. i'm bored...

Posted by sil3ntrain at 4:37:00 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

cheryl is so glad that 201 is over. she is grateful that she did not bomb the paper. throughout the paper she was thinking of her dimsum dinner and how she hopes time will past quickly. it reminded her of the time she was taking her A's and how she was counting down to the end of her econs paper. hopefully this time she'll do as well as she did the last time.

4 down. 3 to go...

wish me luck

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:26:00 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

i'm truly tired. like drained. just the mere thought of facing exams is suffocating me. 7 modules. SEVEN with a capital S. i'm paying it back now. after 1 year. 7 papers. 4 days. 2 papers a day for 3 days. 2 papers per day for 2 days consecutively. ok.. too many numbers. too confusing. it doesn't matter.

i can't wait for it to be over. i just need to get through 201 basically. and everything else will be fine. seriously.. why am i so bothered about it when it's only like 1 part of the 7 parts? i might as well concentrate on the rest and do better and like give up on COMMUNICATION HISTORY rite?

i'm so fucked up.

Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:35:00 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

cheryl shall learn from her lessons and start to eat at proper timings. gastric pains can kill.. totally curled up in a ball right now in front of the laptop. my stomach is bulging out cuz i stuffed myself with a bowl of cup noodles at the petrol station just now.

perhaps it's stress. the pains are coming these days. dun feel hungry but it'll just hurt. and it only comes at night. i wonder why.. anyway.. it just sucks.. :(

shawn said i shld listen to him about eating proper meals. but he din tell me anything before that!! :(