Saturday, March 11, 2006

sometimes i think we want too much in a relationship. i guess thats y we contradict ourselves. but whatever it is.. i love my baby..

today was spent picnic-ing at the beach. haven't done that in a long while. though i was quite reluctant to leave the comforts of my house, he convinced me to leave with promises of a great day out. it was like freaking hot when we left. yah.. but well.. pasir ris park was surprisingly cooling. so we just lazed there for a really long time. it's nice to just lie around, enjoy the wind and talk about nothing at all. rolling around was fun and we looked real silly. but whatever it is.. haha.. he looked more silly than me so i dun have to worry about people giving me weird looks.

stolen moments are the most precious..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:01:00 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

sometimes u know by acting a certain way, you will seem like u're taking things for granted. but then again.. u can't help from reacting that way. it's a complicated matter. yes.. u're right.. i'm spoilt by u. u said that maybe i appreciate you but i just dun know how to express it.. are u right? i hope u shld know.. i din know that with u there's still the need for words..
sometimes it's so hard to be myself. with u.. i guess this is the only time when i'm truly myself.

when can i be me...

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:36:00 PM

we finished most of our filming today! yeah! and now we're left with one scene at the lim chu kang cemetry. dun ask me why.. ahha.. i'm supposed to be dead. thanks to my wonderful darling who agreed to star in my first official short film despite his crazy week. baby i love u.. thank you so much..
had quite alot of fun. the two of us.. ahaha.. can't believe i knocked my head like for real during the shoot on the bed (pillow fight! what were u thinking!) and we ended up laughing and everything. hope it will all turn out well. like natural and stuff.. but well.. we had fun.. god.. i dun wanna think about editing.. arhz!!!
party tmr night.. i hope it will be at least ok? thank god wenlin is coming with her friends too. and darls with his medicine pple.. god.. hahaa.. what a weird mix of people.. whatever..

good news people.. apparently i lost weight! or at least i look like it. ahha! at least tts what yan and jac said. and the other guys. lalalaa.. i need to continue to lose it.. yawns.. i need sleep...

Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:17:00 AM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

if my life is a piece of paper.. i think it has come to the point of grey. everything is just grey and black. i remember a time when this piece of paper was filled with colours, all brilliant and cheerful.. is it like that when u hit the awful TWENTY? i need some colours in my life...
that is why i love my new colour polka dot tote. how cheerful.. totally the inverse of my grey black piece of white paper.. what a great contrast.. i need a life i need a life i need a life i need a life..
who told me that CS life is happening? it is SO NOT it.. sigh...

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:59:00 PM