Saturday, August 27, 2005

I think sth is seriously lacking from my life.. seems like i'm becoming more isolated these days. kinda losing contact with everyone except him.. but well.. it's like everyone goes abt their own stuff. and everyone has their own plans. n i happen to be NOT in anybody's plans or sth.. uni life sure sucks..

i agree with what diya said. like u're sick of doing so many things and being at so many places all the time. Seriously who cares about being high profile and all tt? who cares about joining so many diff activities just to show tt they are exciting pple? maybe for those who haven't experienced it before, they will find it really interesting. maybe this is what i have to say: been there, done that. Everyone has been commenting on how everything i do now is SO NOT ME. what am i supposed to be? Perceptions perceptions perceptions.. sigh..

i dunno what i'm busy with. maybe i just keep pushing myself. keep trying to accomplish everything.. it's driving me nuts.. really.. arhz.. screw it..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:31:00 AM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

finally a chance to blog. SCH HAS BEEN REALLY SUCKY. there's like this never ending list of things to do!! arhz.. pulls hair*
Accomplished quite alot of things. i dunno how i do it sometimes. i dunno how i force myself to do it. it sucks.. really.. why din anyone tell me things are like tt? sigh..

anyways.. caught up with the hc gang!! i swear i haven't seen tt whole bunch of pple in ages lar! not since the last time hammie was back. SO YES, hammie is back from the states! and tt accent WAS and STILL IS horrible. we had lots of fun mocking him.
Highlights of our gathering:
1. Diya scratched her tyre rim when she drove to get us prata. (we din get any btw..)
2. ET and i did her eyebrows!! and she was ouching away like nobody's business.. wahhaha..
3. 4 of us finished this whole table of food. think it could feed like 6 pple??
4. Bridge and daidee with hammie uttering fuck every 1min.
5. We all trying to speak the American way!
I wonder when we'll get to do this again.. but it's fun. MUST DO IT AGAIN K! u guys better include me next time!!

So i was sick. from all the late nights and what nots.. and tmr is my project presentation. hope things go well.. Assignments are all about done.. hopefully.. can't wait for it to be over. bah..
Let it be sunny tmr cuz i'm going tanning.. din get to tan the other time cuz it was POURING when we went to get our islander cards.. so we went home.. BAH..

AND NO.. I DUNNO HOW TO CHANGE MY FONT SIZE SO THIS REMAINS THIS WAY! TOO BADDDDD GIRLS... HAHHAHAHA!!!

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:26:00 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Cheryl the major overachiever is at work again. so i finished my readings last wk, did my speech for my presentation, did my journal (gonna start on my playtexts analysis), and i even finished the survey evaluation i offered to do for the group. phew.. all before the weekend started. yeah.. so now it's time to slack.. again!!
waiting for him to bring my my sausage mc muffin w egg then we'll decide if we're going to the beach. i need my tan!! i'm fading really quickly.. bah.. hopefully it wun rain today, then we can go collect our islander cards.

sth funny happened last night. after he sent me home. my mama(my babysitter cum aunt) was looking out of the window to see if she can catch a glimpse of him. and of course she did see him walking away. then she was asking if he sent me back n she asked me 'WHY DIN YOU SEND HIM HOME?' n i got scolded cuz i din invite him back for dinner. sometimes i wonder whose side they're on. anyway she seems to be expecting to be over every now and then. n of course our dear baobei(shawn)is damn happy abt tt.. WHATEVER. haha.. in case u're wonder why his name is in brackets, tts cuz he refused to be called shawn n insisted he's baobei,dear,darling etc. whatever. ok.. Lame.

pple who're wondering again.. he's not in NS cuz he disrupted it for medicine. so he's studying medicine now. i thought everyone knows? bah.. anyway.. he was telling me tt he saw this tag on somebody's blog. n there's this someone who actually said tt he went medicine just to disrupt NS. whoever tt is, it's a really stupid remark. cuz 1stly, it's not tt easy to get into medicine. not everyone who wants it can get in. 2ndly, there's no reason for that cuz he was going to airforce sch, and he was an officer cadet. that certainly beats those clerks out there who's just wasting their time in NS. ok.. i'm bitching. it's just so stupid for such accusations.. nvm..

shall wait for my breakfast.. yawns..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:08:00 AM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

sitting here in the pc lab for 107 now. BASIC MEDIA WRITING. stupid makeup tutorial cuz we're missing the class tmr cuz of UNION DAY. seriously i thought tt union day shld be full day off. it's like UNION is for welfare rite? like protest not to have lessons or sth. apparently it's not really like tt? at least tts wat my friends told me. anyway the stupid union day thingy is only from 1130 - 330. so after tt still got lessons la! crazy.. i'm skipping 101 again tmr. so i have NO SCH!! yippie!! the only downside is tt i gotta do my presentation speech and survey evaluation for 111. also gotta do readings for drama and evaluate my playtexts. kill me!! i got so much to do over the weekend! why the hell did i suggest doing the evaluation for the grp??!?!?!! nvm.. shall be nice.. just a brief one will do..
anyway.. i thought i shld just go for hockey training tt day. n i waited like till 7pm for the training and guess wat?! i only saw the guys training lar.. so i emailed the captain n he told me tt he doesn't know when the girls train cuz they seldom go down for trainings?! n the girls vice capt is not even sure when the year1s are training as well.. madness.. how abt this? women hockey RECREATIONAL! damn dumb. gonna check out if there's netball recrea. i need to do some sports or i'll balloon!! but actually i dun consider netball as a sport. so it's just RECREA! quite dumb.. nvm.. ok.. shall get back to doing my writing.. gotta come up with some interview questions lar.. chopra is NUTS!!

Posted by sil3ntrain at 3:32:00 PM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

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Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:51:00 PM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

happy national day! i'm staying at home slacking b4 i meet him later! i got no life!! he doesn't have any either! n we love it. god.. whats up with us. hahaa..
we baked cookies on sunday n it was nice!! treated shui rongjun sari nat n pris to it as well. n they said it's gd. yah.. what could have gone wrong with betty crocker's rite? ahahah.. anyhows.. all of a sudden i decided tt we shld make baked rice! haha.. n i've nv made it b4. so anyways we went down to loyang pt to get the ingredients and we hurried back to cook the rice. added too much water. and our rice almost became porridge. super wet. and we wanted it to be baked chicken fried rice. super funny. we were complaining tt the fried rice was too bland. but we forgot we had to add the concentrated soup onto it. so anyway it was quite salty lar.. but nevertheless it was NOT BAD. had fun running to and from his place to mine. spent the night at his place n we went to sch early in the morning the next day. n he vomitted. dun think it's the baked rice or the cookies cuz i ate everything n nth happened to me. poor him still feeling quite terrible. bought sour plums for him. quite funny! he keeps munching on them. haha..
feeling cheated right now.cuz the longan gui ling gao i bought only has 1 longan inside!!! how can!! SUPER FULL.. helps.. i dun wanna go back to sch!! i dun wanna study.. god... i hate to read man. seriously.. n i got tons of readings to do!!! arhz..... KILL ME!!!!

Posted by sil3ntrain at 4:01:00 PM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

it's our 6th MONTHSARY yesterday! haha.. can't call it ani so therefore it's MONTHsary! we din do anything much, just slacking as usual, our fav pasttime! i got so many readings to do it's KILLING ME!! WAH!!! trying to finish as much as i can lar.. it sucks to have to be READING so much!!! anyways.. went swimming to maintain our tan. i dun see myself getting much darker though. saturated! then i continued reading my stuff online. ULTIMATE BOREDOM! then he surprised me with a photoalbum. it contains our significant moments, notes and songs n stuff. he has been doing these stuff these days n i din know. was really touched.. i love u darling! really.. :))) grins* feeling quite bad cuz i din do anything for him. :P sorry baobei.. it's really really nice. nvm.. i shall not talk so much about us or pple will get bored or sth. we finally went to sakura for the international buffet. hm.. the food is ok lar.. not really spectacular.. it's more like for malays? yah.. anyway tts the first and last time we're going there.
was walking ard downtown east and we saw the new 'old sort of telephone booths'n i was inspired to pretend to be superman. took sequential shots of me running into the booth and changing into my underwear to become superman! of cuz there's no underwear and everything is just made believe la! quite silly. nvm.. n we did the photosketch thingy. the machine? suppose u guys wud have seen it ard. din get to do our pic in thai so we gotta settle for this. it's not very nice but it's still ok. must go back thai to do our pic next time.. :) i'm a happy girl!!!

Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:26:00 AM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

i can't believe my lousy luck! the indian girls (my tuition students) owe me $450 of tuition fees! and i think their mum is trying to run away from paying me!! i totally can't contact them at all and they refused to pick up my calls! i can't believe this man! how can these kind of pple exist! i'm gonna go pay them a visit soon. this is horrible.. i can't believe my bad luck..
sch is BORING. lessons are BORING. everything is BORING!!! sucks sucks sucks.. LIFE SUCKS!!!!

Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:45:00 PM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

ok.. sch has started last wk but the whole week was really slack cuz i dun really have classes. so we spent another week together! this wk is his float week. supposed to be orientation but again he's skipping it. so we're spending this wk again together! how fabulous! got our laptop as well. acer travel mate. the new one which is small and light! was considering compaq actually but the design of acer is nicer and it's much lighter so yah! we've got the same one! and he gave me his palm top! i love my darling. so now i can leave the notebook at home and just use the palm top to record my notes and stuff like that! yeah..
in shui's room now and she's sleeping. diya passed me her textbooks so i din have to buy them! i think i most prob wun be reading them at all. (just like what she did) haha.. maybe i shld get back to reading my text.
experiencing what life may be for us next time. seeing each other everyday has made us realise each other's importance. i'm so lucky.. :)))))))