Sunday, May 29, 2005
went to catch the A div hockey championship on thurs. it was great seeing the old girls and the new team. brought back fond memories. how time flies. it was just a yr ago when we were playing on tt pitch, claiming the victory, singing the victorian athem and our team song. really proud of the girls (they won, 1- nil against rj) and also the guys despite their lost to rj 2- nil(they got into the finals cuz they're really gd. and we're so proud of them!) had dinner with the girls, wonder when we'll see each other again. everyone is going their separate ways. wei and stace to ntu, becks to smu, pris and shella to dentistry, sha to chicago and yada yada yada.. sigh..
gonna quit my job end of june. looking forward to slacking and spending time with him b4 we both start sch. planning to go on a trip to somewhere. still undecided on the place. we'll see.. i wonder y i can be so cold and heartless at times and how i can make myself say or do stuff tt can hurt him so much and yet i dun feel any guilt. it's like i'm reverting to my old self.. will not do tt again. the future is so uncertain, hope it'll remain beautiful as long as it can.. back to our usual self on sat though, went walking around trying to shop for stuff but din get anything again cuz we're so indecisive. wanted to get this pair of jeans at guess but they dun have my size. :( anyway GSS is on now! so pls ask me out to shop! had dinner at the jap restaurant at wisma AGAIN. i had tt on fri night w my baobei and then shawn was craving for it as well cuz i keep telling him how gd tt is, so yeah.. jap for dinner 2 nights in a row. caught monster-in-law, it was pretty funny.. met alot of pple in town!
slept really late and woke up freaking early cuz he's booking in at 8am this morning. wun see him till next wed cuz he has field camp again. :( supposed to go shopping with wen but i was so tired. slept the whole entire day. wonder how did he survive his day..
still brooding over which course to do. chem engin or mass comm.. sigh.. HELP ME!! everyone has been telling me how mass comm is more ME. i know.. sigh.. will continue thinking.. ok.. time to go sleep AGAIN..
Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:01:00 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
had some pissed off moments last night. sometimes i wonder if np is right. tt he's crossing the limits on certain stuff. what is too much? seriously i have no idea. it's a very thin line between being protective, overprotective and possessive. i hope it doesn't veer towards the third. nono.. it will never. so well.. it was a terrible night but i stopped myself from getting mad and gave myself time to cool it off. glad i did tt or else i'll just blow my top at him and it'll be unfair. so we reflected and then we were both sorry for saying those stuff. yeap. progressing well.. and so he spent his guard night feeling really crappy. and i woke up feeling like crap. BUT i gotta say tt i love him soooOoo much! he went to the supermarket right after he booked out to get fresh fruits so he could make me a fruit salad. how sweet of him.. so basically he came over and we ate the fruit salad (there's mango, apple, kiwi, papaya, orange and grapes.. my cherries weren't available..) and we fell asleep. quarrels are not healthy, they make u tired.. YAWNS.. and we agreed not to quarrel over silly matters anymore. seems to be working quite well.. :)
anyway been kinda worried these days cuz i thought there's sth wrong with me. like i'm sick or sth. tt i have cancer or sth.. shall not go into details.. so well.. been asking him hypothetical questions like.. 'what will u do if i die?','if time is running out, what will u wanna do the most?' blah blah.. and i got him real worried.. finally went to the doc and yeap.. i'm fine. for the moment at least. i'm SOOOOooOOooo relieved. and my stupid doc was laughing at me. how nice.. yeapyeap.. it's gd to be alive. but then again i din feel much abt dying. ok.. i'm seriously damn tired.. yawns..
Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:08:00 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
ok. haven't been blogging. this time cuz of work overload. all thanks to Ezan who is a total slave driver. with her around doing admin with me, i simply have no time to slack. so it's WORK WORK WORK WORK AND MORE WORK like ALL THE TIME. yeap. finally tuition has come to an end (at least for the time being), taking my well deserved break cuz their exams just ended. yeah..
ANYWAY, the fat pompous BIG BOSS of mine is finally starting to show appreciation of MY presence and MY work. i suppose the spies got nothing bad to say about me anymore cuz i'm OCCUPIED ALL THE TIME! just yesterday, he spoke to me nicely and he even asked about my uni stuff and all.. it was damn hilarious though. yeap..
so tts all about working at OBLS. still bearable. just tt sometimes the other department drives me nuts and the stuff just piles higher and higher and higher.. other than tt.. i'm still having fun. gonna be going to the gym with mel and ez next wk.. and i'm gonna learn how to play netball as well.. hahaa.. shld be interesting. wanted to play like since sec sch.. but nv got the chance to, so yeah..
anyway.. i got into ntu mass comm. nus have yet to get back to me. danny was just saying tt he can imagine me as a dentist(surprisingly) but well.. i dun suppose i'll get it lar.. kinda settled on ntu already. so yeap.. his med test and interview went well. hope he gets in. it's like all his hopes are pined on med already. i wonder how he'll take it if he don't get in. but then again there's still the airforce waiting for him. so i guess it's quite a gd backup.
next wk will be spent on catching up on my lost time with my friends. so i'm gonna meet up with all my darlings! actually only a few.. HOW SAD... but seriously.. as long as u have a few friends who are worthy enough, it's enough.. but then again it's really sad though.. ahaha.. ok! time to sleep.. yawns...
Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:27:00 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
ok.. haven't been blogging for days cuz i've been REwatching some drama serial. so my nights are spent in front of the comp. yeap.. yawns..
WORK SUCKS. thats all i can say. office politics AGAIN, though i'm not dragged into it but i can feel the tension. anyway the BIG BOSS is thinking of firing me AGAIN. man.. i'm so sick of it. CAN'T U JUST FIRE ME RIGHTAWAY?! the stupid spy is accusing me of DOING NOTHING AGAIN!! and guess what? i'm doing all the admin work like seriously! and it's a whole lot of crap. and everyone just keeps dumping it all to me! pissed man.. and tt spy aka the bitch aka the GM is saying tt we have too many admin staff. well bitch, you can do it urself. i doubt u're tt capable of handling all tt mess u guys create. the new 'admin dept' big plan is: QUIT ASAP. CREATE A BIG MESS. AND THROW THE SHIT BACK TO THEM. HAHA! i can't wait to ruin them. seriously.. haha.. EVIL..
THE BIG WALLET SAGA: i lost my wallet on sat night. we went to bedok for tt famous ba chor mee, and i did not place my wallet in my bag properly and it dropped. anyway we were walking around tt area and after like some time when we wanted to take the bus to town, then i realised tt my wallet is gone. i almost died. like on the spot. gd thing he was there with me. couldn't find it at the food centre. reckoned someone took it. damn xing tong la.. cuz i just received my tuition fees in CASH, and i just topped up my ezlink plus i had my necklace, ic and other stuff inside. everything was worth like 400 bucks! made a police report.. then just yesterday night, i found my wallet in my letterbox! some kind soul picked it up just after i dropped it. he brought it to my place on tt night itself but i din catch him. so in the end he left it in my letterbox. EVERYTHING was INTACT. so happy.. at least i dun have to waste another 100 bucks to replace my ic. :)
supposed to be doing nothing at all last weekend. planned to have a picnic on one of the islands but in the end i was so sianed diao by the wallet thingy and we found it too hot to be out in the sun, plus the fact tt we gotta go over to sentosa b4 we can check the ferry timings.. so in the end we went back to vj to slack. ahhaa.. funny how vj is like our second home. climbed the gates for the 2nd time in my life. monday was spent baking at my place. we made our 1st oreocheesecake (thanks to regine's receipe which is like idiotproof!) hee.. and yah it's nice of cuz.. gonna bake again this sat! gave him a desserts book cuz he said he'll learn to make me all the desserts i wanna eat. ahaha.. growing fat!!! so well.. i'm running everynight now. at least i'm trying to! 2nd night.. developing blisters! ahaha.. let me have the determination man!!
Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:41:00 PM