Sunday, September 26, 2004

to you:
i have learnt a lot in the past 4 mths. from u, from everything that happened to us. i've changed. but somethings will always be part of me. if u can't accept it, there's little i can do. i know i haven't been the best thing in ur life. maybe it's time for change.. maybe that's what u need.. hope u'll find out what u really want and really need. i'll be happy for u.. thanks for everything..
from me

Posted by sil3ntrain at 1:54:00 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2004

i'm just damn screwed up these days.. pms-ing wk!! beware.. it'll get worse i think.. hahaa.. i hate this post exam period. so sick of everything. sucks man.. y isn't this just A's? then we wun have to study again! i have no idea how am i gonna start the next round of mugging.. sigh..
ok.. let's talk about sth else.. MEEPOK! i fell in love with the meepok at the coffeeshop near my pri sch AGAIN. ahhaa.. haven't been eating there for years! anyway i bought breakfast from there just yesterday. and i was craving for it again today(i had it for breakfast again)!! it's super nice.. ok.. at least better than the one pang brought me to! ahaha.. u must try this dar. it's so much better. and it's so cheap! only 2 bucks and it's SOOoOOoo good. the queue is freaking long too.. hahaa.. oh man.. i'm craving for meepok again. ahaha!
ok.. tanning plan was thwart again. this sucks.. i look so pale and sickly! i'm seriously considering spray tanning. maybe i'll really go try. i'm mad..
ok.. i'm gonna go cut my hair tmr with my dar i think.. shld i cut it short.. hm.. lalala... oh no.. i'm feeling hungry again! i'm growing fat.. where's my meepok..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 8:56:00 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

FUCK ME

Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:38:00 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

ok.. after so long.. i finally managed to blog.. dunno what happened the other time.. had so many things to say but i just couldn't do anything about it. ok.. time for update!!
finally.. prelims are over! yeah! well.. i have a feeling i screwed it up. just pray tt it wun be too bad yah.. Math paper1 totally killed me, 1st time in my jc life i found a math paper to be like hard? well.. guess i'm too used to ez math papers in vj. ny ones are like much tougher. ahah! good thing p2 was ez. phew.. just dun let me screw it up. econs was.. hm.. i dun really bother, nv ever score for econs anyway.. phy was crap. chem was ok.. yadayadayada.. can't wait to get back the papers! i'm going crazy.. i guess it'll be a gd assessment.. but then again.. considering the crap papers.. i doubt it'd be much of any use. ahhaa..
caught the terminal today. feeling so off now that prelims are over. totally lost. aimless.. just.. NOTHING TO DO! lost all interest in shopping and all tt.. sigh.. :( life sucks..
let's hope tmr will be better.. gonna go tanning with sis.. then gonna catch another movie.. sigh.. i hate my life! :(

Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:06:00 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004

i can't update!

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:36:00 PM

Monday, September 06, 2004

ok.. it's tt time of the month again so i'm gonna start complaining..
sigh.. almost died yesterday. went for lunch with him at sengkang cuz i wanted him to try the deer meet claypot thingy. ( i din eat cuz i had a heavy breakfast, haha) anyway.. it came jsut b4 i met him and then what?! i got the freaking cramps and it got worse by the second. so after our meal i was walking around, rubbing my tummy like some pregnant lady. plus, i was wearing this really big tee. and this aunty was staring at me, then my tummy, then at me again, then at my poor darling who seemed really concerned about my well being. ahaha.. so there we were, the young married couple with an unborn baby.. i really do feel like i'm pregnant then. i'm still feeling like tt NOW. and it sucks.. totally.. couldn't study the whole of yesterday. slept the whole afternoon away. i thought it would go away but no! it's still here. and it's this disgusting on and off thingy. and what? i've been running to the toilet for more than 10 times today!!! how about this? cramps plus diarrhoea.. GROSS!!!
ok.. sorry this is just freaking gross but i need to let it out.. (eh.. yah..)
there are some more things i wanna say.. but i can't.. cuz i need to run to the loo again.... arhZzzzz... i hate being a woman.
period.

Posted by sil3ntrain at 6:52:00 PM

Saturday, September 04, 2004

If I Ain't Got you - Alicia Keys

Some people live for the fortune
some people live for just for the fame
some people live for the power(yeah)
some people live just to play the game
some people think that the physical things define
what's within and i bet that before that life's adore are
full of the superficial

Some people want it all
but i don't want nothing all
if it ain't you baby, if i ain't got you baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing if i ain't got you

some people search for a fountain
promises are forever yours
some people need the dozen roses
that's the only way you prove
you love them
hand me the world
on a silver platter
then what a what good it would be
no one to share
no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
but i don't want nothing all
if it ain't you baby, if i ain't got you baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything is nothing if i ain't got you(repeatx2)
yeah if i ain't got you with me baby
ain't nothing in this whole
wide world don't mean a thing
if i ain't got you with me baby

such a nice song ain't it? 1 wk to prelims and so far i've screwed up both my pracs. i think i can kiss my A's goodbye.. not studying again. too tired after my run. anyway i'm so proud of myself! the uncles at the park are no match for me anymore! ahaha.. i can run faster than them now. took me only like 2 runs to get back on shape. anyway this indian uncle praised me today! ahhaa.. shall keep running. :)