Tuesday, July 27, 2004

i've decided to be good from now on.. i'm gonna be good..
no more shopping for me. i'm determined. (dun laugh hs, cw blahblahblah) i will keep to that. at least i'll try. and no more junk food. gonna limit myself to 2 meals a day. no snacking. DIET!! ahhaa.. i must MUG! gonna mug everyday. feels like shit! damn damn.. :((( wish me luck..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:50:00 PM

Sunday, July 25, 2004

haven't been updating for ages. ok.. update: i rebonded my hair. twice in fact. and it's screwed up now (thank you) aHHhz.. wat a waste of my money. contemplating now. maybe i shld just chop it all off! to hell with it!!
so many things have happened in the past 2 wks. can't remember anymore.
anyway.. it's nice spending time with the one u love, just doing nothing. love doing nothing at all. love falling into his arms. love looking at him from all angles. love his scent. love his everything.. sounds mushy but whatever. haha..
been pms-ing these days.. quite bad.. been crying alot for no apparent reason. thanks dear for being there. thanks for wiping my tears away, thanks for letting me wet ur shirt, thanks for everything. IT better come and go soon. this is killing me..
I HATE SCH!! damn damn damn..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:04:00 PM

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

my dear's bdae is tmr!! happy birthday darling!! oh.. also my darling jaz's bdae also on the same day. sorry sweetie, ur prez will come soon kaez.. :) sorry.. heee...
sch sucks.. we all miss cw. but we're not gonna tell her. hope she doesn't see this! ahaha..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:49:00 PM

Monday, July 12, 2004

i'm a bitch. seriously. mab i know u agree with me. i'm evil..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 4:46:00 PM

Here without you- 3 doors down

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

Posted by sil3ntrain at 4:42:00 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Obviously- Mcfly

Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.

No, no
Never will be good enough for her.

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
For cheating

I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.

'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her

She's outta my head
And I never know where I stand
Cos I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)

Posted by sil3ntrain at 1:05:00 AM

Friday, July 09, 2004

lousy day at sch. why? i'm sick AGAIN! damn. wanted to skip sch today but decided to go in the end. there's always sth to look forward to. or say.. someone? haha.. ok.. some pple. ;) i look like shit these days, serious shit. first zhuang commented on my very dark eye bags. din pay attention to him, thought he was just talking shit as usual. then just today, yuan told me to sleep more. why?!?! cuz of the eyebags he noticed! god.. i need more sleep.. :( oh! i sat alone during phy lec today! with like empty seats beside me. why? cuz i saved seats for the stupid pui and cw. and wat?! pui was slacking in the band room, cw came in late and she sat at the back with ck. i looked so dumb sitting there all alone. stupid vivian, zh,wg was laughing at me! so terrible.. moral of the story: dun save seats for ur friends. :P
had napfa yesterday and the day b4. god.. my fitness level dropped to an all time low after 1 mth of mugging and eating and all the crap. gd thing i scraped thru it. phew* oh.. adidas gave us a bag and a jersey. not bad huh? had our elections too! flor darling is the new capt. wong and qing dearies are vice capts, fafaaa the qm and ester the treasurer! cool! ahaha.. you go girls~!
an impt day is coming up. winks* must try to make the best out of it. yeap. shopping time.. :))))
leona is back. can't wait to go out with our gang. :)how interesting.. need to find time to meet zhang b4 he goes back.. hm.. time time.. i need more of tt..

i'm a changed (wo)man.
yeah.. take a look at me..

Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:13:00 PM

Saturday, July 03, 2004

finally blocks is over. yeap! hope i din do too badly.. the papers were fairly ok this time round. just pray i din screw it. yeap. hope i dun see anything below a C. hope.. feeling kinda lost after blocks. left with nothing to do.. so it seems.. actually there's alot to be done, but i'm just not gonna bother abt them. at least not for the time being. i need a break, need a getaway, need to escape..

gd to see ter after so long. had a gd lunch, but i still think that the chicken at cartel is kinda a little raw.. talked about lotsa stuff.. heard lotsa stuff too.. it's just stupid how pple spread rumours and tales which doesn't concern them at all. depressing how pple backstab their friends, wats wrong with them? seriously.. brother, stay strong, be positive, show them what u're made of! love ya lots..

spent fri morning in sch. photoshoot for the vj integrated prog. mr dom chua is a really nice guy. the concept is kinda cool. we gotta pretend to be some martial arts exponents, with swords and all. zhiqin n yuanlin were there as wu shu zhi dao. gotta try all sorts of wushu poses. gd thing i'm quite flexi, or i'd have broke my back or sth. hanged around after my shot to help the others with their poses and stuff. quite fun. anyway.. stupid shawn msged me, commented on my shots. and as usual, he has nothing gd to say. bleahz. anyway.. to some pple out there, if you're unhappy about me, let me know. i despise hypocrites. everyone is given the right to complain about anything, and i can't help it if u took it too hard. i'm given the right to rant about anything, whether i mean it or not it's none of ur business. just chill ya? can't help it if u dun like me. i dun really care. just dun pretend to be nice when u're not. there's no need to hide. save urself from the trouble.
anyway.. went to qing's place after tt. can't believe i travelled for over an hour just to watch vcds at her place. but it was quite fun. she even cooked maggi mee for me. flor and wong was there too. then we went for dinner at thai express, the food is quite gd. must try their noodles next time round. went coffee club for desserts.. god.. sinful.. fat fat fat.. i'm gonna go on a diet. quite determined.. i hope.. hahaha!

david's party is on now. sorry dear, i'm not going. happy bdae anyway.. we'll meet up soon yeah? pubbing? with the rest? yeap..

it's a gd day today. :) u know why..