Saturday, January 31, 2004
had the stupid gp common test today. bleahz.. gotta wake up so damn early this morning to take the dreadful paper. COMMON TESTS SUX!! and we're having it every sat! can't believe how sad my life is gonna be. it is already very depressing, i think i'll juz die of depression or sth! haha.. had our 2nd timed trial. so damn tired. weather was quite bad. yeah.. the others went sailing today. i din wanna go. cuz i was too lazy. supposed to be some exchange prog with sailing. we're gonna teach them hockey soon. yUPz.. went out with him today. din do much. but it was nice. met alot of pple i know..Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:03:00 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2004
i'm damn tired! ahaha.. been sleeping all day during lecs and tuts! weather super cold.. freezing! but thing is, when u sleep, u dun feel the cold. heee.. WE WON! not sure wats the score. happy! yeah.. think the guys won too! they played quite well. saw a gd save by glenn aka the orc aka the fat bear! ahaha.. heard tt his gd saves are really RARE! ahaha.. juz damn tired.. ywan!! nitez pple..Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:50:00 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
another quiz. juz to irritate pple! ahhaa.. nth much to say today. there's a match tmr! yeah! hope i'll get to play and hope i'll defend well! :) looking forward to it. our jerseys are coming! yeah! hope to get the number i want! 13! wei better not snatch with me! ahhaa.. wat else.. hm.. had dinner with all my relatives. mum's side. god.. ate so much. i'm gonna grow fat.. yucks! so many things on my mind. i juz dun wanna think abt them.. yeah..
You are ANGELICAL. You are nice to everybody,
because you know they will be nice to you too.
You are the kind of person that helps everyone
and sometimes gets its heart broken...but you
get over it. Look, I've baked some cookies for
you! ^/////^ <3<3<3
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Posted by sil3ntrain at 10:38:00 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
today was a lousy day. y? cuz i saw tt freak like >3 times! gross! he was literally staring at me with tt disgusting yan3 shen2! arhz.. i almost died! luckily cenwei and huishan were trying to help me by blocking his view. gross!read his blog. everything sounded so sad. i din want tt to happen, tts y i made this choice- of not defining wat we are now. lovers? i dun really care abt tt.. i love him. tt wun change. dun think i'll ever love someone this much again.. it'll be too hard for me. hope he understands..
Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:21:00 PM
Monday, January 26, 2004
haha! here i am slacking again! managed to do some of my tutorials. it's monday today but we sort of had alot of fun in sch. EVENT OF THE DAY: class outing at the SCRABBLE board! ahaha.. exiled! so many of us din do our econs tut. saw bernard low at the 1st floor, we were contemplating whether to tell him tt we're going to the board str. save us the trouble of walking up to class to be banished down again. laughed all the way up. and of cuz.. all the way down too. instead of doing out tut, we were talking shit. (wats new rite?) talking abt tt freak in 04s44. got bernie to msg him, tell tt freak to stop bugging me. yEAH! HE HAS ANOTHER TARGET OK! NOT ME! tt will shut bang up. ahhaa.. what else.. bang tt stupid king kong accidently changed my locker combi! slap him! i stood there trying out so many numbers b4 i finally managed to find THE ONE. and tt king kong still say my lock is lousy! slap him. haha.. quite a nice day. minus the coldness and the work.. :)Posted by sil3ntrain at 9:17:00 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2004
i'm back! heehee. had quite a lot of fun today. 1st, met terrence and lola for lunch, then we headed for leona's place. bernie joined us after tt. then he sent me to diya's place. had steamboat, we played zhong ji mi ma, zhong4 de have to eat 1 scoop of stuff! ahaha.. eat until i bao4. sang ktv, drank wine, we even recorded a happy new yr msg for hammie. HAMMIE IS VERY FAT NOW! tts for sure. god.. he's supposed to be the cutest guy i know. super disappointed now. ahaha.. watched bern's huang cheng audition. he sounded damn serious when they were interviewing him. ahaha so funny. sigh. it's seriously so nice to snuggle next to him, to fall into his arms, to kiss him and all. everything is juz like before. we're so good together. well.. decided tt for the time being, we shall be lovers. sounds so interesting rite! ahaha.. think it's not fair. but well.. heck, he thinks it's ok too.. we shld juz go out and have fun. haha.. looking forward to my flings. doubt there'll be any! ahaha..Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:45:00 PM
think i'm crazy abt quizzes now.. :) 4ever doing quizzes. thanks to pui and yufee. they are the ones who sort of made me got interested in it. :P had SATs today. seemed ok. hope i din screw it up. yeah.. went out after tt. with mab and diong. lamed ard.. i realised how gd it is to be single. friends are sooooo nice.. met with bernie for dinner and movie. everything felt so natural with him but it got me thinking. are we clinging on to the past memories or issit for real? i wonder..
You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Pleas Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:24:00 AM
Friday, January 23, 2004
tmr is SATs! i wanna die.. hope i wun do too badly.. can't wait for it to be over.. if i hit 1350 i'll be happy. who cares man! most prob will have to retake. heck! i'm quite happy with my life now. maybe i dun need a bf. i juz need lovers. ha!Posted by sil3ntrain at 4:46:00 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2004
quiz time! oh.. happy cny to everyone out there.. to all year2s, A's sux big time.. hope we'll pull thru! allalala.. new yr resolution: slim down, become a full time mugger, become the best defender! :) also.. no more probs with any sort of relationships. and may i find the perfect guy and stop attracting freaks! ahaha..
Hecate
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you?
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Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:41:00 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
ok.. i'm damn tired now. had dinner with leona. so many things to say but sigh, din have enough time.. but oh well.. meeting her soon. hopefully b4 she goes back to auzzie.. seirously tired.. tts all..Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:14:00 AM
You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
personality, you're so unique. You're the kind
of person who always thinks outside of the box.
You're also a very accepting individual, and
believe in inner beauty.
Which kind of candy are you?
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Posted by sil3ntrain at 12:02:00 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
sure why, but at this point in your life you've
shut off emotion to the point of extreme
apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of
the time...or perhaps you're just a good
pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
inside, one day you're simply going to snap.
Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not
much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
spends much of their time brooding and
contemplating life and death - you are a time
bomb waiting to explode and create some
destruction of your own.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Posted by sil3ntrain at 11:55:00 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2004
i'm dead.. 1. SATs is coming! i'm left with less than a wk to prepare! i'm damn screwed up! if i hit 1300 it'll be a miracle! haha.. dead dead.. but well.. heck man! 2. my freaking angel is freaking me out! he called me twice last nite and smsed me again today! doesn't he get the hint to leave me alone? i need to find a fake bf in sch to protect me! bang thinks tt the freak is interested in me.. i rather die! arhz..things btn me n him.. feels weird. we're like friends now. how fast things change. can't believe it. no matter how hard we try not to think abt it, it'll juz stay in our mind and subconsciously, we're trying to change it.. i hope we wun regret it..